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obligations are so passe.
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[28 Oct 2004|10:56pm] |
Up until, oh, say...probably even as late as sophomore year, we still had the childhood mentality that we were almost immortal.
It used to just be things that I read stories about, in magazines, newspapers, etc...now it's common among my ...friends? acquaintances? some I don't even know what to refer to them as. "Fun" turned into crimes, what seemed as small risks turned into complete life changing events, stories turned into evidence, threats turned into jail time.
we thought we were untouchable.
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[22 Oct 2004|01:28pm] |
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life as of late :
- almost positive I'll get into any school I want.
scholastic aptitude tests, I love you.
- decided on a major.
- philly, philly, philly.
- grades are perfect.
- boyfriend is wonderful.
- getting a puppy, possibly.
- john kerry all the fucking way.
feeling pretty damn good.
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[07 Oct 2004|11:13pm] |
I haven't been very consistant with writing in this but these things happen. I wanted to make this how it used to be but I guess...I can't anymore?
I miss my dog.
We finally went to Starlight Ballroom tonight in philly. THIS PLACE IS IN THE GHETTO. And I'm not exaggerating at all. I was fucking ready to piss my pants when we got out of the car. Waling down the street, we saw a fenced in barbed wire area with black men working out. Scariest fucking place ever.
Oh it was the rock gainst bush tour, strike anywhere, midtown, etc., etc., didn't stay for anti-flag. Nice venue once you were inside, nice kids, awesome sets. Overall a good time.
OH and I finally got a fucking job - at the Disney Store. I'm AWESOME.
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[27 Sep 2004|09:50am] |
At 9:04 AM this morning, Cinnamon stopped breathing while he was in my arms.
rest in peace - you know you will be missed more than I could ever say.
I feel like I've lost my best friend.
I don't know what to do with myself.
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[26 Sep 2004|09:21pm] |
For some reason, the use of actual full paragraphs seems entirely unattainable.
(i'm a decent writer, sure. ha.)
Honestly, I pretty much want to skip senior year and have the whole college application process done with...the only positives of this year so far are new friends (hellllo mike!) and the fact that I get out of school at 12 o'clock.
The only recent thing I can remember..last night I went out with Sio and Mike, we met up with Amanda(one of my new favorite people haha) and Ian and then we went to some beat ass party in seaside and left after about 10 minutes. Went to the diner with some more kids and Adam came and that's basically all you can do in Toms River.
So many good shows coming up, there hasnt been this many good shows in a row in like 2 years.
I will be attending these!
so for the 90% of you I haven't seen in oh, say, a year! let me know whats up.
10/7 at starlight ballroom, philly - midtown, strike anywhere. where the fuck is this place?
10/12 first unitarian - mirah!
10/15 I haven't decided which I want to go to...the faint or the bouncing souls, strike anywhere, and none more black...decisions, decisions.
10/22 starlight - the blood brothers/ against me!
there's probably a bunch more but you know how things go.
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[20 Sep 2004|10:19pm] |
Today Richie showed me the homeless village behind grand union.
The trail was marked off with beer cans.
I saw a fat lady in a teal blue shirt hobbling around.
ahaha. classic.
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| HEY LIVEJOURNAL! @#()$! |
[19 Sep 2004|08:43pm] |
I don't really write in this thing anymore; I'm not one for things that are repetitive so is there a point? no.
I still haven't visited any colleges, whatever, at least I don't have to stay here for OCC. I've gotten it down to a list, though...
1.) NYU
2.) Pace
3.) Marymount
4.) St Johns
5.) Drexel
6.) Penn state
7.) La Salle
8.) TCNJ
9.) Rutgers
NYU is my top choice by far, TCNJ my mom is making me apply to, and rutgers is my safety school. I'm just going to apply to all of them and then see which I like best.
A few weeks ago Cinnamon was shaking violently and couldn't walk so adam, sio, phil and I took him to the emergency hospital for dogs and then he had a grand mal seizure. They suggested putting him to sleep but they also could give him medicine to see how he would react, of course I chose the latter...he was doing okay but now it's hard for him to keep anything down. He kept a little bit down today so I hope he'll be alright for a little while. I don't know what I'm going to do.
OH AND TODAY I BOUGHT SEASON ONE OF BOY MEETS WORLD.
amazing!
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| SIOBHAN SCHELL!! |
[26 Aug 2004|12:53am] |
this update is only for sio so if you're not sio you can ignore this
don't forget to feed my dogs and let them out tonight tomorrow and friday morning
spanky better not have eaten my hamsters
oh and feed my birds too and give them fresh water :)
comment back to this and let me know how things are at home!
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[22 Aug 2004|11:40am] |
I leave today for the Bahamas.
If anyone needs to reach me, text me, etc....you know where to find me.
and, well, if you don't...look about 3 entries back.
See ya.
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| so let go, let go, just get in.. |
[17 Aug 2004|09:30am] |
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oh, and I've seen garden state twice already (once like two weeks ago before it came out, once here) and it's quite possibly one of my favorite movies ever.
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[15 Aug 2004|11:50am] |
who left a message on my phone that said
"I'M IN TOMS RIVER, PICK UP YOUR PHONE!"
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| to whom this may concern? |
[06 Aug 2004|01:45am] |
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I will actually be attending warped tour tomorrow (today?) in camden, so if any of you cool kids want to meet up, you can call my hello phone (732 232 2218) and yeah. Most of the time I don't get service but if you leave a message and shit and a number I'll call you back. kay.
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[04 Aug 2004|01:51pm] |
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I"ve started this entry 6 times now.
I don't really feel like updating this but-
1.) I think I go to target about 5 times a week
2.) my days have all been spent with adam and sio
3.) today we're going to drive up to maplewood to see garden state
4.) school starts in less than a month
5.) yesterday we decided we're going to go to warped tour this year for the first time since freshman year because it's going to be fun, it always is
6.) ehhh that's about it, people should come down here and stay at my house and visit me and shit okay bye.
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[25 Jul 2004|11:27pm] |
ehhh today we drove up to hellfest and then adam sold his ticket because well...most of the bands sucked and it would be a waste of my $30.
so we went shopping instead.
wednesday we're going to maxwell's and then to mi padre's house and then shopping and shit.
people are SKETCHY and I really don't like them [anymore]
yeah whatever shit happens and people become assholes but what are you gonna do.
these updates are terrible & my summer is repetative though I love it
ps if I havent seen you in like a year make plans with me!
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[20 Jul 2004|01:08am] |
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ehhh. things. a few philly trips. midtown. adam, sio, ray. new people. couldn't get on the bridge. got lost...bristol? 7-11.
I have an ongoing battle with this livejournal layout shit and I'm not winning.
people are shady and I'm not a fan of it - ps; I don't need friends who only talk to me when they need something.
I need to make plans with people.
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[14 Jul 2004|01:52am] |
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really, I want to live in arcade land 24/7...but that can't happen.
adam ray me and sio are going to philly tomorrow to see LOSTPROPHETS
okay well, not really, midtown's on the show and that' all we're going for
that's all we do
i have no money because I dont get paid til saturday
my car won't stop eating gas, maybe I shouldn't put 13000 miles on it in 5 months
yeah so everyone hates everyone and I'm tired of this shit people are so fucking immature
whatever thats how these things are
2 updates in 2 days is a little too frequent for me
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